December 2011
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2011. I will always remember 2011 as the year I lost myself. And as the year I began to discover myself. I celebrated the New Year of 2011 with some friends. I am only on speaking terms with one of them now. That January and February I was in probably the worst state of my life. I was completely depressed. I was self-destructive. I was broken. March and April were a time to make mistakes with...
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“Think back and replay your year; if it doesn’t bring you tears of either joy or...”
– Ally McBeal
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Anonymous asked: I miss you. I can't wait to come back from break and have long talks about psychology, tattoo's, and happiness. Happy NYE!
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Free erotic novels on my Kindle? Don’t mind if I do.
WatchThis is what happens when I ask them to put on a play for me. I love these goofballs.
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I really need a nap, but instead I’m buying a bunch of poetry for my Kindle to fit my broody mood. The free books are awesome, but this ‘buy with one click’ thing is going to ruin my bank account.
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I think I’m going crazy again. I’m fine.
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I have this weird anxiety building up inside of me, and I don’t know what’s going on. All I know is, I haven’t had any time alone- I mean really alone- in a week. And I won’t get any for another week. I’m going to explode by then. I just need to have a few hours alone so I can sleep and read and write and not worry anyone else. The pressure in my chest already...
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I have an irrational fear of showers. That’s weird, I know. I mean, I love a nice long, hot shower as much as the next person, but I have this weird phobia of them. It started when I was younger, and I had this thought that all of the water in my shower would turn to acid. I also developed a fear that something would come up out of the drain, or at the very least someone would attack me...
“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone...”
– Oscar Wilde
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Fear is the cheapest room in the house. I would...
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People are colors to me.
I can’t explain it, but people who I come to know rather well have colors in my mind. My sister is turquoise. My brother is maroon. My mother is lavender. My father is dark green. My youngest cousin who is extremely lively is bright bluish purple. Her older sister is forest green with a hint of blue. The aunt I dislike is a darkish brownish yellow. My...
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I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
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If I wanted to, I could graduate a year early. But I’m going to stay the additional year to double major. If I get my shit together, I can graduate with honors. After I graduate, I am going straight to grad school. I have a plan, I have a future, I can do this. Time to make it happen.
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In a world full of life, you're only as alone as...
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A vagabond is a drifter and an itinerant wanderer who roams wherever they please, following the whim of the moment.
retributions asked: I really like your tumblr, and you're very pretty. <3
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Benefits of having a laptop at this very moment:
I can browse Tumblr as I poop.
It’s keeping my legs warm while I poop.
Laptops are handy when it comes time to poop.
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I’m looking at finally signing up to donate bone marrow.
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I went to the petrified forest today. Bitches love petrified wood.
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